I was sitting in the middle of nowhere
Everything started to caved in on me
In a few seconds
I was trapped between
The bad, the ugly, the pain
The suffering.
So chaotic I'll say.
But if you look at it from another direction
You'll describe it worse than chaotic.
Being trapped is one thing
But being in a place
Where you're constantly suffocating
Now that's something else.
Your mind and heart are racing
To get air and think of a way out
But how do you get out without any tools.
Not like you can move your hand around
And break free from that sink hole.
Who's there to help anyway?
No one I believe.
No one knows that you're barely breathing
Beneath that debris.
Scream and wait
No one can ever hear you
Because there you were trapped
And all alone
Your mind can't seem to accept that
It's scary being down there.
It's almost as if you never existed
No one is trying to find you
But you're still out there lost
In the middle of nowhere
Fire rescue might not make it in time
To save you.
You're running out of time
But yet you somehow have the capacity
To go just like that
Not even trying to fight.
Why you my readers would ask?
Death is something you can't fight against.
I been waiting for this moment
Sadly not the way I thought I would die
Being trapped in this debris
Only reminds me I was trapped
My entire life.
You think this suffocation is new to me?
It's not. I was suffocating all along.
I was trapped and not being able
To spread my wings as I liked.
This isn’t new to me.
Why did I give up without a fight?
Because this world is too cruel
For people like me
To be able to live in happily.
It's more chaotic than where I'm at.
You too will experience this yourself
And whenever you see me again
I know you'll say
I was right.
I too been suffocating
Without realizing I was.
Trapped and alone
Slowly I went away with time
Freeing myself from this world
And I got the satisfaction
That I seek for.
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